What is Love?

It's been a week since she left.

I dunno why, I get all teary-eyed when I think about her.

I know, I shouldn't be dating at this age. Meh. I gotta study first, THEN get on with dating. Priorities, priorities.

But whenever I think of her, I end up with a stupid smile on my face.

I had this feeling before, but all of them ended up in disaster. Heck, one even completely destroyed me.

Can't afford this kind of distractions at this time. I gotta fight harder than ever.

My mind hurts. My heart hurts. Is this Love? Or as Finn the Human says: THIS IS THE POWER OF LIKING SOMEONE A LOT!!!!!

And to think. I have rivals for her affection. *nervouslaugh* Rivals. Like for real. Not like Bryan that time. Eh heh heh. That rival turned me into a wolf :D

I think about her constantly. And when I talk with her....well, I feel happy. Even though what we talk about is dribble.

Well, gotta conclude this post with lyrics taken from GACKT again I guess.

うつむいて震える君を
この腕で抱きしめたくて
この世界の誰よりも君を
守りたいと気づいたから

もう少しで僕は消えるけど･･･
それでも君だけは離したくはない
切ないくらい君に包まれたあの日々を
僕は忘れない

Translation:
You shaking with head down
I wanted to hold you in my arms
Out of all the people in this world
I realized I wanted to protect you the most

I will disappear soon…
But I do not want to let you go at least
Those bittersweet days that were embraced by you
I will not forget

GACKT: Saikai~Story~