I wonder sometimes, how much time I have spent waiting for you, but I end up disappointed at myself. You never seem to come online, but still I wait. Who knew that it was all a lie? Did I ever expect you to be online almost everyday, but hiding from me?
I'm not angry, but I just feel a dull pounding in this heart of mine. I guess I was naive. :| Bitter feelings swirl around in my mind. I never wanted any of this. And slowly it's wreaking havoc with my mind. I think of you constantly, missing you. It's like a part of me has gone away.
I am disheartened, but slowly I lose my interest in everything. And right now, All I can think of is you, and music. :)
I am just confused.
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